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Pain of a Silent Cry  #eventide_love Psychological Thriller- follow link for the story. . "I am struggling to surface from a limited perspective of my one-dimensional life with Chris. My life is falling apart; I am fading like a dying bulb into darkness. I am terrified of the future without Chris but even more terrified of my life with him." #psychologicalthriller #emotionalabuse #mystory #writinglife #thrillerbooks #amwriting #writingmystory #readers #artwork_artist #peterallert #saatchiartist #livewithart #artcollector Shades of Danger & Adventure - sums up life in emotional abuse. "There were many shades in the danger of adventures and gales, most of which were exhilarating and golden. It is only now and then that there appears on the face of facts a sinister violence of intention- that indefinable something which forces it upon the mind and the heart." "I could see no images only shades of light
I spread my arms out over the abyss

my heart’s rhythm was so slow
there was no need to inhale
my soul on the edge of the abyss
strands of obscure light from the heart of the earth
reached out and attached to my skin hugging me
I embraced the powerful draw of the abyss
the light fading and dying, I looked up and saw you." "Most victims keep their abusers secrets; they count on that, knowing exposing them exposes our failings. Telling about what happened to you is a powerful healing force that can dispel the shame of being a victim. Remember; the perversion belongs to the perpetrator and so does the shame." I write Emotional Abuse as a Psychological Thriller. #amwriting #truestory💯 #psychologicalabuse #mentalabuse #eventide_love #ireland🍀 #alfredhitchcock #davidlynch #amwritingfiction #bloglife Eventide_love - psychological thriller based on emotional abuse. "It all begins and ends in your mind. When you give away your power to someone, that someone has the power over you." #amwriting #truestory #psychology #thriller #davidlynch #alfredhitchcock #mentalabuse #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse #emotionalabuse #writersofinstagram #creativewriting #writing #blog #blogging #shortstory #mywriting #eventide_love #ireland #prguru Eventide_live #psychologicalthriller drive for love, for closeness caused me to become a junkie, to make bad choices and impede my ability to move away from the “amphetamine-like high” of the beginning of our romance. Eventually, I was plunged into gut-wrenching despair, this rocketing from the high and lows of my craving for Chris, who fed and starved my addiction.#psychology #psycho #truestory #mystory #alfredhitchcock #emotionalabuse #amwriting #davidlynch #thriller #surrealism #author #shortstory #blog #blogging #psychologicalwarfare #eventide_love

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After – Post 1 -Crazy Making

“Crazymakers thrive on drama, and melodrama requires a sense of impending doom. Everything is an emergency, a deadline, a matter of life and death, or something they will get to eventually. Read ‘never’ … Nearly any situation can be cast as melodrama to support a crazymaker’s plot lines …

  • “A crazymaker is someone who makes you crazy by constantly stirring up storms.
  • “‘Normal’ doesn’t serve their need for power.
  • “Everything is always their problem, but nothing is their fault.”

SOURCE: “The Artist’s Way at Work – Riding the Dragon. Twelve Weeks to Creative Freedom” by Mark Bryan, with Julia Cameron and Catherine Allen

The most dangerous narcissist abuse is Ambient Abuse, referred to as “crazy-making”. It is stealth subtle, underground maltreatment. It is ambiguous and atmospheric, hard to pin point or prove: hence it’s insidious and deadly effects. Ambient Abuse is the fostering of an atmosphere of fear, intimidation, instability and irritation. There is no tangible evidence of abuse but the victim constantly senses a bad omen the premonition of impending doom. Insisting the victim did not see or hear what they did, hiding and stealing personal items belonging to the victim, insisting the victim said or did certain things that they did not say or do, but the insistence makes the victim doubt their own perception of reality.

In time the environment eats away at the victims self-esteem, their self-confidence decimated. The victim can start to act paranoid and highly emotional which makes them look like the mentally unstable one and the abuser the poor suffering soul. His pathological lying blurs the lines of reality. He constantly violates the victim’s boundaries, disrespect her values.  Lying, stealing become common and she is made feel paranoid and terrified for confronting him. The abuser gradually takes control over the victim’s freedom both mentally and physically, it’s done so subtly that the victim does not realize it until it’s to late. Then they find themselves isolated from the outer world, hostages to the abuser. 
Source; http://ladywithatruck.com/abuse-can-be-subtle-and-deadly/

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Here starts my story; living with deception,lies, fantasy, sex, and fear, isolated from my world, my mind and body in Paul’s control; Micro Chapters; https://storytweetblog.com/category/micro-

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