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"But where do you go to my lovely
When you're alone in your bed
Won't you tell me the thoughts that surround you I want to look inside your head, yes I do." #songlyrics #eventide_love  #lostinlove #mindlessbehavior #mindgames #mystory #amwriting #psychologicalthriller based around #emotionalabuse  #follownow #Blog bio link in bio. #ireland🇮🇪 #bookblogger a Psychological Thriller based around emotional abuse; -
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"I kissed him like he was my God, and I his protector. I kissed him with a desperate, dark wildness. I kissed him hard with my tongue, my teeth in utter abandonment. A storm built in both of us as he laid siege to my desire, his hands sliding down my body, clasping my ass, entering me with a savage drive. At that moment we became lost in our universe as two uncomplicated fucking beasts. In that flash instant, he intoxicated me in a frenzied desire for his sheer physical strength, for his passion, for his stimulation, my life fueled by his breath. I convulsed from the savagery of his kisses, his fucking, penetrating with callous intent and right then I knew I could never be without this man in my life. My intellect captured, frenzied lust exploding as he pummelled me I clung on fucking him as if my life depended on it. It was that one fuck." #emotionalabuse as a #psychologicalthriller #amwriting #mystory #writingismyfreedom #writinglife #badlove #psyco #thrillerbooks Pain of a Silent Cry  #eventide_love Psychological Thriller- follow link for the story. . "I am struggling to surface from a limited perspective of my one-dimensional life with Chris. My life is falling apart; I am fading like a dying bulb into darkness. I am terrified of the future without Chris but even more terrified of my life with him." #psychologicalthriller #emotionalabuse #mystory #writinglife #thrillerbooks #amwriting #writingmystory #readers #artwork_artist #peterallert #saatchiartist #livewithart #artcollector Shades of Danger & Adventure - sums up life in emotional abuse. "There were many shades in the danger of adventures and gales, most of which were exhilarating and golden. It is only now and then that there appears on the face of facts a sinister violence of intention- that indefinable something which forces it upon the mind and the heart." "I could see no images only shades of light
I spread my arms out over the abyss

my heart’s rhythm was so slow
there was no need to inhale
my soul on the edge of the abyss
strands of obscure light from the heart of the earth
reached out and attached to my skin hugging me
I embraced the powerful draw of the abyss
the light fading and dying, I looked up and saw you." "Most victims keep their abusers secrets; they count on that, knowing exposing them exposes our failings. Telling about what happened to you is a powerful healing force that can dispel the shame of being a victim. Remember; the perversion belongs to the perpetrator and so does the shame." I write Emotional Abuse as a Psychological Thriller. #amwriting #truestory💯 #psychologicalabuse #mentalabuse #eventide_love #ireland🍀 #alfredhitchcock #davidlynch #amwritingfiction #bloglife

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Recovering from Emotional Abuse

PT drawingIs this how you feel right now?

“Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I’m supposed to do right now. Right now, I can’t sleep. It’s right now that I can’t eat. Right now, I still hear his voice and sense his ominous presence even though I know he’s not here. Right now, I am suffering gut-wrenching despair. Right now, all I seem to do is cry. I know all about time and wounds healing, but even if I had all the time in the world, I still don’t know what to do with all this hurt right now.”

It’s horrible. I know how you feel.  I thought I would never feel relief from the knot of despair in my stomach. Or that I would ever be able to breath again, walk in the sunshine, laugh with my friends, eat with my family. I desperately wanted the pain to go away. It was sucking the life out of me. But you know what, there was very little I could do to banish the pain. I had to seek help. I went on medication and bunkered down for the pain to dissipate. My psychiatrist gave me the most invaluable piece of information at the time. ‘As each day passes forming new memories allows the memory of the older events to fade. Only when time passes and memories change will you start to recover.’ I explain it in a very simplicity way. I spent the New Year immediately after we broke up in a psychiatric hospital in a living hell of memories of the two of us together. The crescendoes of abuse particularly in the way it ended convulsed me. The following New Year held memories of the suffering and pain and the New Year after that memories of spending lovely and loving times with my family and friends. As time moved on my memory of us of the abuse decayed with fresh buds of memories pushing through. The recovery has not been uncomplicated. The residue of the abuse lays dormant in my soul. And that is where it remains. It will never leave me but I am now in a much better place. The knot untangled. The pain eased off. The despair weakened. I can breath again, laugh with my friends, eat with my family and run in the sunshine of life. The truth that I was a victim of abuse is still difficult to understand but at least now I can live with it without the pain and shame.

Give your mind a break, seek help, support and the nourish your emotions. Talk about your pain. I know right now it’s hard to believe; YOU WILL FEEL BETTER ONE DAY. xx

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