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Pain of a Silent Cry  #eventide_love Psychological Thriller- follow link for the story. . "I am struggling to surface from a limited perspective of my one-dimensional life with Chris. My life is falling apart; I am fading like a dying bulb into darkness. I am terrified of the future without Chris but even more terrified of my life with him." #psychologicalthriller #emotionalabuse #mystory #writinglife #thrillerbooks #amwriting #writingmystory #readers #artwork_artist #peterallert #saatchiartist #livewithart #artcollector Shades of Danger & Adventure - sums up life in emotional abuse. "There were many shades in the danger of adventures and gales, most of which were exhilarating and golden. It is only now and then that there appears on the face of facts a sinister violence of intention- that indefinable something which forces it upon the mind and the heart." "I could see no images only shades of light
I spread my arms out over the abyss

my heart’s rhythm was so slow
there was no need to inhale
my soul on the edge of the abyss
strands of obscure light from the heart of the earth
reached out and attached to my skin hugging me
I embraced the powerful draw of the abyss
the light fading and dying, I looked up and saw you." "Most victims keep their abusers secrets; they count on that, knowing exposing them exposes our failings. Telling about what happened to you is a powerful healing force that can dispel the shame of being a victim. Remember; the perversion belongs to the perpetrator and so does the shame." I write Emotional Abuse as a Psychological Thriller. #amwriting #truestory💯 #psychologicalabuse #mentalabuse #eventide_love #ireland🍀 #alfredhitchcock #davidlynch #amwritingfiction #bloglife Eventide_love - psychological thriller based on emotional abuse. "It all begins and ends in your mind. When you give away your power to someone, that someone has the power over you." #amwriting #truestory #psychology #thriller #davidlynch #alfredhitchcock #mentalabuse #narcissist  #narcissisticabuse #emotionalabuse #writersofinstagram #creativewriting #writing #blog #blogging #shortstory #mywriting #eventide_love #ireland #prguru Eventide_live #psychologicalthriller drive for love, for closeness caused me to become a junkie, to make bad choices and impede my ability to move away from the “amphetamine-like high” of the beginning of our romance. Eventually, I was plunged into gut-wrenching despair, this rocketing from the high and lows of my craving for Chris, who fed and starved my addiction.#psychology #psycho #truestory #mystory #alfredhitchcock #emotionalabuse #amwriting #davidlynch #thriller #surrealism #author #shortstory #blog #blogging #psychologicalwarfare #eventide_love

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“For the last couple of years I have been in a tumble dry cycle – hurled around, hitting against the sides of drum, erratically lacerated, mangled, being knocked and jolted about some more, not knowing how bloody long the cycle would continue for or where the next blow would come from. Then suddenly, intermittently, the cycle stops. I violently jolt to a screaming halt…………. I am knocked senseless by it; the trauma is so great, it’s unrelenting.”

Now it’s over with the court settlement I plan to take a few weeks off from the blog and Facebook.  

A special thanks to Ciara Matthews my solicitor from Gallagher Shatter and Michelle Cahill my Psychiatrist for their patience, care, belief and support.
Thank you to everyone for following the unending adventure at the edge of uncertainty. I am most grateful. You gave me the strength and courage to keep going. I will be back in the first quarter of 2015; until then I hope you have a wonderful start to the New Year. xxx
And finally a very special, heart-felt  Thank You to my daughter, family, and friends who stuck by me and understood.  Most of all to John, with sorrow at the pain I caused him, Thank You and I Love You.
I finish with a quote by Yo-Yo Ma;
‘Things can fall apart, or threaten to, for many reasons, and then there’s got to be a leap of faith. Ultimately, when you’re at the edge, you have to go forward or backward; if you go forward, you have to jump together.’